I hate you.

I hate you, so much,
I don't know how much,
but the hatred's such,
that I feel like breaking apart,
in the hatred that dwells in my heart,
I pray for your smiles,
I try to tame the distance in miles,
but I still hate you, for you make me feel,
so weak, so lost, so petty and so unreal.
I hate you, yes, I hate you, I repeat,
here I'm left, so broken, so incomplete.
You sleep peacefully while I'm up at night,
thinking over what was wrong and what was right?
While you adorn your world with roses of love,
I'm here dealing with thorns and cruel shoves.
I want to wave a final good bye to you,
but I know I won't be able to, because I hate you.
I hate you, I swear, I really, really do,
I just don't know how to let go of you.
The feeling grows, expands, and takes over,
you're no longer my lucky charm, an Irish clover,
you're a poison, filling up my veins,
you're the cause of all my aches and pains.
Please leave, get out of my life, you're a tumor,
you deprive me of strength, solace and humor.
You know the art of killing so well,
you make me want to die than dwell.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
I hate so much that the feeling will grow,
into a helpless case of love so deep,
that it will become so hard for me to keep,
the feelings buried, out they will eventually seep.
Trust me, I hate you with a passion so strong,
I have no idea about how I have hated you so long.
But I hate you, keep this in your mind,
in your heart and please be kind,
and get out of my life.
Because I hate you, I hate you, & I hate you.