Now.

So lost, so beat, so lonely,
so battered, dying so slowly.
It cuts me deeper and deeper,
it buried me deeper and deeper,
in the sands of the past,
in the winds so fast,
I'm left to find my way,
from first to the last.
I'm lost, I'm broken,
my solace robbed & stolen,
my heart ripped and crushed,
my soul dead and ambushed.