Trapped in a Raindrop [*]

Trapped in a rain drop,
the solitude of transparency,
staring out into the sky,
waiting for the clouds,
to let me free to fall,
to let me break into pieces,
so many that I wouldn't recall.
Pushing against my walls,
feeling them push back at me,
as I suspend from the clouds,
clouds of pain, of agony.
I hear the thunder rumble,
brace myself to crumble,
into the pavement below,
to meet my eternal destiny,
to put an end to this misery.