Scattered, yet so together.

Nido Javed:
sidraaaaaaaaaaaaa ♥
are you leaving todayyyyy? have a niceee and safe flight.. awww, sidra baby is gonna start college sooon.. you are all grown up

:D haha.. Good luckkkk *hugsss*
miss you loads ♥
November 17, 2008 at 8:44pm

Sidra Chaudhry:
NIDAAAAA. i went to your ghar yesterday. =]]]]
it was soooo nice. i kinda felt like crying. my ugly picture from 9th grade is still up on your kitchen wall, i talked to aunty bubbly, aunty yasmin, aunty tasneem, met hassan, and everyone. it was just so overwhelming and yesss, i conveyed ALL your messages and your kajals as well. =]

i love you BOHOT zyada. ♥
November 6, 2008 at 3:27am

""yayyyy. you're coming. :D i have just one ticket to spare, but i'm sure some of my friends will have a few extras. =) i'm such an emotional wreck these days. *sighs* i'm experiencing soooo many deja vus, pangs of nostalgia, reminiscence attacks, guilt trips, hypersensitivity crisis... so on and so forth. you get the picture, yeah? lol. only 83 days left to graduation. =] [... it's a mixed feeling. i want to leave, but i also don't want to leave sooo many things behind. tomorrow's the nhs/njhs induction ceremony. we are all busy preparing for, taping up the cheap blue/yellow silk, the ancient logos that have been used since 1734, stupid pledges that nobody bothers understanding, the zombie music and the death march. lol. nothing has changed. today while i was cutting out nhs gate passes, i suddenly remembered the time when you were inducted in the NHS and I was inducted into the NJHS. the first ever official chapter of the NHS/NJHS. =) for some reason it felt EXACTLY the same. the same jokes, the same running around.. the only thing missing was a few familiar faces. *siiiiighs* gosh, how time flies no? i'll be attending the last induction ceremony tomorrow, then it's ma'salama [not to the society, the ceremony:P]... i visited mrs. sayed, mrs. james and mrs. olivera today after such a looooong time. they haven't changed at all. they are all the same. it reminded me of the times when i used to be in that psycho building C. *sniffles* omG luqman. i'm such a mess right now. =\ i reaalllyyyyyyy hope your net starts working AND i get to talk to najwa. you two people are awesome buddies when it comes to reminiscencing about the good old days..
good luck with everything.
may the force be with you, as mr. read says. lol."


Name: Sidra Chaudhry
Age: 18 yrs old with a mind of an 80 yr old.
Signs and Symptoms:
a) doesn't feel like studying
b) feels sick at the sight of books/study materials
c) gets nauseous when told to work
d) experiences sudden chills when reminded about college search
e) wants to doze off in class
f) wants to burn everything down.
g) dreams of waking up one day with a undergraduate and postgraduate degree under her pillow *halo*
h) faints at the mention of TWO science fair projects.
i) forgets to do her homework frequently
j) stashes her notes into places she doesn't remember later
k) wants the whole class to vanish when she snaps her fingers
l) desires to step over all the sissy juniors/sophomores/freshmen in hallways.
m) eats like there's no tomorrow to suppress the above mentioned painful symptoms.

Diagnosis: SENIORITIS.

forget pakistan. i have bigger tensions looming around my head. *siiiiighs*
97 days left to graduation! i seriously, CAN'T WAIT. =\

March 2, 2008 at 5:13pm

Walking Backwards.

"my graduation's inshallah on june 8. it's going to be really nice. inshallah. you know what? each person can invite up to 5 guests. i always wanted nana abu and nani ami to attend. and ami even talked to nana abu about it before he died. *sighs* time and tide wait for none. this year has been one of the very critical years of my 18 years of life. i'm sure there are many more to come.. i'm just trying to deal with things, one thing at a time. i try to busy myself to avoid all negative thoughts. i sometimes miss the old me.. when i was more responsible, more open, more sensible.. now, i have turned into a couch potato looking for trouble. i can't wait to graduate! i want to come to pakistan and do whatever possible to relieve this stress in me. i want to start with life afresh. i want to get out of the same monotonous life that i have lived in the last 10 years in the same school. i will miss school, but i will always cherish it in my heart too. ..... i know life's full of crap, difficult people, unfair decisions, unexpected turns, horrible twists, but life's life. we can't just swing it away and live like complete robots."

[May 8, 2008]

Oh yeah, yesterday I craved Abu Nawas so much, I think because I was watching too much of NAWAZ sharif :P I watched so much of geo news yesterday, I missed the times when dad and I used camp in the lounge in front of our mahaan TV. The judges got restored, *ballay ballay, harripa*.. But anyways, some issue or the other always surfaces. You know because of the long march, they jammed all the cellular networks. It was funny, reminded me of "espionage acts" we studied in American History. I couldn't sms a single friend. When you get here, get yourself ufone, it's better than warid, warid sucks. I dont want to change my number, that's why I'm still sticking to it. Anyways, I'm going to go now.

Byebye fattums.
pakoray and samosay from pakistan.

[March 16, 2009]

sidraaaaaaaaaaaaaa
*i miss uuuuuuuuuuu
*me in saudi
Najwa
[June 6, 2009]


"it's terrible sitting here and listening to different people telling me different things about pakistan. someone told me it's really nice, you start enjoying..someone else told me to be careful while choosing friends. oh ooona, i was sitting and thinking about my future. lol. i don't know which college i'm going into and what kind of people i will meet there.. for 10 years i have been used to seeing you guys and i didn't have to bother myself with reaching up to new people and befriending them and i will have to start doing that this year. sucks major. =[ but i'm trying to be positive. it would be so nice if you and i would study in islamabad, we will keep in touch and share our dukh bhari kahaniyan with each other."

[July 2, 2008]


ooona, i just watched hibah's bday video and i miss you so much now. =[
i miss school. i miss english. i miss calculus. i miss recess. i miss everything. =[

[July 29, 2008]

ana queesa. ana ma hibak al facebook chath katheer! [because it's so gay for some reason =P] ana miss kulu bachis katheerrrrrr! ♥ ana fee roh saudi soon. ana 'b'lanning [planning] to visit madrasa. i will miss you guys SO much when i go to saudiiii. seriously. =[ koi hoga hee nahi wahan. everything in school will have a memory attached to it. =\

ps- forgive my broken arabic. paki has been made me VERY paki. lol. i need to review mrs. madani's notes. haha, i still have them by the way. =P AND i love the pic you put up pf us. :) brought back a lot of memories. full-fledged yaado'n ki baraat material. =P lol.

take care!
ma'salama!

[October 14, 2008]

hibah darrrrrling, stuff's good, alhamdullilah.
just a nasty pang of depression due to lack of mental stimulation and exersion =P but nothing that a lil bit of company can't fix. =] i'm going to lahore on the 23rd insh'Allah, really excited, yet a lil apprehensive about things like "college". sighs. you need to tell me how london's treating my hibah. okay? take care haan. =]

[July 9, 2008]


"Habibity.... your message made me very happy and I really wonder how you still remember my birthday!!! It is very sweet of you.Sidra... take care of yourself, study well (I'm sure you do), and keep in touch. It is very pleasant to me to know about you.

May God bless you my sweet heart!

I love you sooooo much...

Dr. Riad "

[January 25, 2009]

"Hi Sidra,

Very happy to hear from u. Here all's fine and we are ready for another year. Everything remains same for us but we do miss some precious students like u."

[Aug 28, 2008]